Hehe…. yeappie… stella pass me the link and ask me join. Cutie eh? Yeah that’s me…. my very first nettiez. Hemmmm it reminded me of some chatroom.. I had similar stuff.. just in a larger scale… hahaha I can decorate the whole house. It’s so cool. Well.. just hope they add more space and stuffs. Too little stuff. My room looked so empty and spaced out!

How can I forget about this picture.. Hahaha…. do already but never post up! Yeah…… Okay.. this is not new… just..montage already… somehow must upload it up right? Yeah… must must…

Oh yeah… hehe…… had an enjoyable saturday…. okay okay sunday…. bad monday.

Yeap…. Saturday was good. Wake up early in the morning and went to the Income Tax department. Wow… it was a long que. But after all the hassle they say my company has to make me an account. Wow.. wee…. Okay.. then me and baby headed to the nearby show unit. Yeah.. the show unit that baby says it’s good. Well The sales office was okay… but when they started showing me the show units… they were not convincing. Okay.. yeah… I am not impressed. How can a show unit show people units without placing where the door is… where will the water flow to in the toilet.. where are the power socket… And the people there are of no help. Worst thing worst is… they do some restructuring just for the showroom sick. I mean… How could they… I think they should just show us how they could do with the space as per original. I felt it was a lot of… ermmm i wouldn’t say lie…. i would say… a lot of untold story.. that makes me have real doubt.

We then go to subang and get baby Jedi’s robe. It was a disaster. Oh yeah… haha….the taylor has Indian Oil on her neck, which in other word.. it means stubborn. I think the jedi robe can even fit me and baby together in it.. yeap and that is scary.The front is longer on the front than the back… The hoof is super big… I bet i can do a magic show with it and pull like 10 bunnies out of it. The tailor says she has her name on it… so she gotta protect it.. but all i ever see is… it’s going down the drain and there it will be happily ever after.. We move on to Jas’s taylor.. pick up a few cloths and headed off for dim sum.. Yum yum… food… yeah.. that’s what we all need. Nice fresh food.

Went shopping…. bought a bracelet… blue ones.. hahaha.. yeah yeah.. it’s really really nice! Decided to go checkers.. yeap a place baby has been always reading on her Foodster’s book recently Unfortunately…. the place needs advance booking. But I am still amazed how a small shop which is located in this remote housing area became so famous? Really really small place and it’s surrounded by housing area. I think the oni shop that open there was their’s. I am impressed. But then… better luck next time….

Went to Antonio’s. Food there was nice….. Baby enjoyed the tiramisu there so much…. oh yeah….. it’s good. Me… hemmm i however enjoys the shooters more. A touch of mint, kiwi and lemon… i bet there are something else. Really cool and nice… like i say… for the first time… I wouldn’t mind mints. hahaha… Yeap… Superb!

Well…. there has been lots of thing going on. Work work… more work…. more colleague leaving previous place, which also means more party… ermmmmm well.. sooner or later no more party~ Ermmm… lets see… hemmmm I have been like so tired lately… I dunno mentally and physically exhausted. The work I am doing now is like sucking and draining my energy out.

Dad has been constantly calling me and ask me to change my job again~.. yeah… he has been into this mood again. It’s kinda fustrating when they don’t understand what I like and why I’m doing it. That’s coz I am myself. I like to do things that I like…. No point doing something that I dislike, struggle, complain and endlessly complain. Well…. like the chinese saying says “Hek tak fu jung fu, fong wai yan seong yan”. sigh! -.-”

Hehehe…. this picture reminds me of a lot of funny things. I was trying to cover my face with my hand when stella is taking my picture. From my point of view my hand totally covers the camera… but… from the camera point of view…. ermmmm…… I’m busted! It’s actually a last week picture… hahaha.. too busy.. No time to update.

Okay… the hit topic is now about the japanese changing the world history. Everyone is so into making them doing public appologies. Heard alot of these issues being discussed over the radio. Coming up with this ” Forget and Forgive” kinda campaign. Can people really forget and forgive?

Okay… maybe we weren’t born that time to accept and receive that kind of toture, living in fear and hunger years so it’s easy to for the to forget and forgive. I personally think it is really forget and forgive when it is a constant reminder. If everyone can forget… there will be no history. And when there are no history… there is nothing to be changed in the first place… and so… all the hu-hah stops or prolly won’t exist.

Yesterday is a long day…. ermmmm or should I say today? I don’t know. So I guess it’s gonna be a long crap shit stuff that I’m gonna write about. First of all… I was not in the mood today. Prolly coz I din sleep the whole night. Not even a short nap. Or maybe it’s the rain. The rain stopped then went pouring again then stop again and it goes on and on. Now I felt tired. Maybe not… prolly brain dead by now. I din laugh much.. couldn’t laugh much.

I can’t sleep, I stay awake looking at the dark sky and the playground opposite me. Yes… its been like 7 months since I was last there. I looked at the swing and the slide. It reminded me so many things. I had a sudden rush to be at the playground. I stay still and look outside. I have no idea how long i’ve been standing there. I finally notice only 5 house lighted whole night through. Others prolly was sound asleep. It’s really quiet. I can hear myself breathing. It’s scary and it started raining again.

I din know what to do.. so I decided to watch some show. Hopefully I will be sleepy and doze to bed.. which I didn’t. I guess something funny will be good as I was not in the mood.. but somehow I wasn’t laughing. It’s a funny show… but maybe I watched it at the wrong time.

And somehow unexpectedly… while waiting.. the rain starts to come again. I hated it so much when this happen. It’s suppose to be a “It’ll be alright. Everything’s gonna be fine day” and rain starts to fall… drop by drop. It irritates me and it’s making me drowning in the rain.

Yeap… I can feel I am emotionally disturbed, senses distorted and world turning around. Yes… At times it’s really hard to say something. Sometimes the mind wants to say but the mouth can’t say the right word. Sigh… It’s weird at times.

Yawnz…. lots of work recently…. I guess the time spent in office is even more than the time I spend at home. I have been having this terrible headache each time I reach home. Gosh.. feel like fainting sigh… what’s happening!There are a lot of things I hate in life. One of them is a sense of not being appreciated. Yeap.. This feelings seldom pump up my head.. and when it does…. it gives me this uneasy feeling. Well.. it’s true.. for god’s sake…. they just need to waste some part of their senses, and it’s totally FREE! I’m glad there is still this “passion” on fire inside me that calms me down. I still wonder… how long will the passion last? Sigh…

Thus to keep reminding myself about it… I decided to name my working on project the passionbook™. Hehehe… coming soon~

Hahaha… this is the top i wear on april 1st. So long never wear this top already. Lemme see…. the last time I wore it was on ermmmm… company christmas dinner. That makes it like 4 months. Wow!!! Can’t believe it either. Hehehe……. Yeah… stella also wearing green colour shirt. I guess that’s designer’s instincts

Hehehe… oh ya…. baby’s on the news Yeap…. hemmmm now I can laugh at him and label him as a poser hehehehe…. Well… when he is with his lightsaber… nothing in the world can stop him. Yeah… well.. I never know so many people will go to the gathering thingy. Hemmm… it really does give me a shock in the first place. I tot it will be a 20 -30 person kinda gathering… small and cozy type. But it turns out to be quite a big one. Jas does look cute in her costume. But the mini picture in the article.. Hemm… just doesn’t look like her at all. To all Star Wars fans, “May the force be with you!”

News at: http://www.cinemaonline.com.my/news/news.asp?search=sw3

Hemm…. As usual… today always reminds me of a song that goes “Wise man says, only fools rush in….” Hehe…prolly I have been very busy and tired recently… I can’t wake up this morning. Yeah… and that is a super duper weird thing Okay… not that weird but then…. not the usual me On my way to work…i heard the hitz morning crew. Talking about them being replace and they took hostage of the broadcasting room. Hahaha… it was funny.. baby was wondering what went wrong and what cause them to get suspended. I told him I din buy what they were saying… and it must be one of their pranks again. Baby told me the news of them leaving was being broadcast since yesterday night. Haha…. “It’s april fools day today” and baby giggles

Oh ya… they have been playing pranks on everyone every morning….. It’s getting hard to believe what they are saying now anyway!