Yesterday was a long day, or should I say today?
I don’t know. Seems I have lost track of time.
I really am not in the mood, probably cause I didn’t get to sleep the whole night.
Maybe cause it was the rain – it keeps raining and sudden stop, and keeps on raining again.
Now I feel tired mentally, brain dead to be exact.
I can’t sleep, I can’t smile, I can’t laugh.
Staying awake looking at playground opposite my house, and it was dark.
It has been a while, 7 months maybe?
I suddenly felt like just walking down to the playground. Sit on the swing and feel the wind.
How long have I been standing here, still looking at the same playground and the swing?
It’s really quite tonight. I can only hear my breathing sound, and I can feel and hear the rain again.
Can I just fall asleep now?
I’m really tired, or maybe not.
Hopefully by watching something funny will make me laugh so hard, help me feel tired.
Seems it is not working, I didn’t smile a bit, my eyes weren’t closing.
And surprisingly, it rained again.
Hate it when it rains so much.
Stop, rain rain go away ☔.
Tomorrow will be a new day 🌞 .