I know it’s not spring and since there’s no spring at my place, I decided to create my own spring.

But I wish I could experience spring… autumn and winter. I love to see flower blooming, red dried leaves and pure white snow.

Ah… I was browsing through some magazines and I suddenly thought about this topic, “my ambition”. I used to re-call this used to be a favourite topic my primary school teachers would ask us to write.

Of course, like most of what other kids would write… I initially said I want to be a teacher. Why? Cause, I get to receive gifts and flowers during Teacher’s Day. Haha… yup… back then, that’s what I’m thinking. But of course during the exams… we’ve gotta just write how cool and wonderful it is to being a teacher.

And then, later on… after being influenced by those dramas and series…. I wanted to be an engineer, lawyer or a doctor. Well, I recall holding on to this few ambitions for quite a long while. Of course with the influence of parents and uncles and aunties… this seems to be the best job ever in life. Anyone who falls are engineers, lawyers or doctors were being treated like god. Which in my opinion, many still strongly think so.

And of course finally being a designer. I can seriously say this is a common misconception. People would thought designers/artist are weird or maybe cool. Most people would think life as a designer is glamorous. Like you get to wear funky cloths, wear stylish and weird clothings. I must say, yes… those that are famous… do get away with the bad style but those whom are more low profile would constantly be labeled as weirdo/geek. But to be honest, after being so long in the industry… this isn’t how it works and at least those that I know… mostly do not wear weird/funky looking… most of them looks sleepy/zombiefied (probably due to lack of sleep). So yup, you either be famous or be weird. I am weird by the way

So what exactly is my ambition? My ambition is…. (I still wonder how I pass my primary school essay).

My dear suddenly made this weird remark… just the other day before he went out and yum cha. And the conversation was like… him, asking me if I want to go out yum cha. And of course I said no… as I was too tired and would just wanna surf and blog a little. He then said…. okay… you are a blogger, I am a yummer.

Hehe.. which caught me thinking… I used to be a yummer… which I have no idea why… I sorta don’t felt like it nowadays. So yes… now we both are in different catergories. So what about you? Which one you actually fall in? Or maybe neither?

People tend to change and evolve. I guess this is the part where we call it.. the growing up process. But it really do makes me wonder… does people really change? Or are they just hiding who they really are deep down inside?

I was watching Hell’s Kitchen yesterday and I suddenly wonder… when will I be able to dine in a fine dining restaurant like that? Yup, one meal would probably take up my entire salary… er… probably 2 months.

Sadly, there aren’t any real guidelines on what fine dining is. I do have my own guidelines of what fine dining is all about, and often I would laugh at many fine dining restaurant wannabes who claim that they serve fine dining just because they have classy ambience. Well, maybe I set too high of an expectation on “fine dining”.

In my opinion… yes… purely and entirely my opinion, a restaurant that qualify as a fine dining restaurant must have all of the below quality:

1. Reservation only
Yes… you are right. If you are that good, that great and that expensive… then why not. To me… it must be by reservation ONLY. No fuss, no waiting. And you know you will have a great personal time, without having the feeling of someone trying to rush you to finish up and leave.

2.Spacious and limited seatings
Right… of course it has to be spacious and thus, it gotta have limited seating. Ideally, you can hardly see any other human except for your partner or friends. Most importantly… they’ve gotta have white table cloth and napkins, perfectly ironed as well. And I mean napkins… not serviettes.

3. Valet parking
Hahaha… definately must have. Come on… good food and nice cars come hand in hand. With all the wine pairing… it’s always better to have some assistance.

4. Top notch service
Yes, it’s gotta be the best of the best service ever. And yes, the servers must be in their SUPER CLEAN uniforms, perfectly ironed and definately no stains. Not to mention,they gotta be highly trained… well at least no fingerprints on the plate. Knowledgeable and able to come out with an inteligent topic in regards to the food being served. And of course, no lesser than 2 servers to directly served the table.

5. 5 course meal ,wine paring and 2 hours of my lifetime experience
Yes… for me… it’s gotta be at least a 5 course meal with wine paring. Good food… wine… both just gotta work hand in hand. The menu is pretty much set. I don’t really have to think what to choose from and definately no combo meals and stuff. Best of all… no rush… everything is just slow and easy. Eat… chit chat… drink… chit chat… and life goes on~

6. State-of-the-art food and talented chef
All the food served gotta look like a masterpiece artwork. Each unique and different. You know you would spend at least 5 minutes of your time admiring the beauty and work. Not only must it look good… it must taste even better. And of course, we must definately thank the talented and professional chef. So yes, I do expect the chef to introduce himself after meal and ask me how’s food.

7. Top class Silverware and Glassware
Woohooo… yes… no stainless steel please. Only Silverware. It’s gotta be shiny and polished. Wine glasses made from crystals… and yes… matching and specially designed cups and plates. Ah… just so posh and classy.

8.Classy ambiance
Chandeliar, dim lights… that’s a must. Better still with some mozart music.

9. Priceless
Wee… as mentioned, I would have to at least spend my 1 month worth of salary in a meal. So yes… every attention to details count.

So, how many restaurant in KL actually falls under this few catergory. Do let me know if you know any fine dining restaurant. As I think I will have to save like 3 years to eat 1 meal. Now… is it all worth it?

The word P actually could make up a lot of word. There are many happy words one could think of for instance presents, play, party, passion. Unfortunately, it also carry many unhappy words with it… such as pain, pride, prejudice, pushy. So, the letter P brings is more of a happy alphabert or an unhappy one?

Now, this is what happens when we are living in the modern world where everything is just a click away. So, what is the point of having something a click away when I don’t even have the connection. Sigh… yes, a week to concentrate and enjoy the Olympics and of course… spring cleaning. Hemmm… wonder if I could change that to Tropical Cleaning tho.

Yup, no pictures to show cause I don’t have Photoshop! Hehe… now yes, Photoshop is the best software ever… E.V.E.R…. EVER created! For me, it is as equally important as the Internet connection cause blogging seems so empty and boring without either one.

Mmmm… I’ve been super busy recently. Sigh… I hardly have 5 hours of sleep everyday.

And I want to eat JELLY!! Lychee?? or Grape? Hemm… help!! I need more sleep and food and toys.. and more food and more sleep and more… Zzz Zzz

Mmm… dim sum is one of my favourite. First of all… they have loads of variety of food to choose from. I must admit, sometimes I get headahe when the trolly of food keep strolling by and I can’t decide of what I want. So yes, I tend to over order most of the time.

Thank god this time, I know exactly what I’m craving for. Yuppie… shrimp roll, siew mai and loads of fried carrot cake. I seriously never leave a dim sum place without ordering this 3 stuff :).

 And after a heavenly breakfast, we went for shopping spree. I love shopping spree (which woman doesn’t?). And no… I don’t normally have a shopping list. But hem… I am trying to pick up that habit. Seriously, I can overspend just by buying groceries cos I tend to buy loads of things that just fits my mood during that shopping time.

Yeay…. I just love shopping

It’s okay sometimes to think we were born to be happy. It’s okay sometimes to think we live to someday become happy.

But are we really happy?