I dunno… this song has been constantly on my mind and well it reminds me a lot of stuff. Can’t get it out of my mind.

It’s sad. I feel it… I sense it too… The mood is so strong in this song… sigh..

Yes… I always believe time and tide wait for no men.. no women… no one. I went back hometown last weekend. Nothing much happen… yet there are a lot of stuff I think of each time I step home. There are lots of stuff which constant remind me of what I am made of. 

Me and my family was on the way for dinner last saturday. My dad sprayed on his new fagrance. CK eternity. Yeah… I was curious… dad was never a branded person… why CK? I asked and he told me it rhymes with his name…

Ha… I dunno why.. but that answer leads me to think… If it rhymes.. so does KFC, since dad’s initial is kf.chan. Yeah it struck me that dad never brought me to KFC almost 10 years. Yeap… dad never liked fast food.

As a child.. I always wished that dad would bring me to eat KFC… since it’s the only fast food in town. But that never happened before. I could imagine the happy face in me… So yeah… mum decided we should go KFC since I brought up this issue already.

We ordered, sat down and have our KFC. Things weren’t like what I expected. It wasn’t that big happy smile as what I imagined. Things were so different. It just weren’t the same anymore….

Take three deep breath and tell myself “everything’s gonna be okay… everything’s gonna be okay… everything’s gonna be okay.” Yeah… everything’s gonna be okay. Will everything be okay? I dunno… I have doubts. But that’s what I always tell myself. 

No one knows if everything’s gonna be okay….. No one know for sure… What big waves are ahead of us.. are not known. Still a mystery…

Hehehe… I love marshmallow. Always have and always will. Yumm yumm…. Well… today stella brought this marshimello with sitobeli jam…. yummie….. Got pic pic see~ 

Picture taken and modified by stella

Looks like a small white shit… hehee… okay… well not a bad remark! It looks cute eh? Yeah it does! It taste good… and it looks cute… What else could I ask for in food… yummie~

Today is 20.05.2005. wow…. what a nice date to remember……  

And best of all, it’s a FRIDAY~ thank god it’s friday! And it’s long weekend! Yippie…

Store Wars official site: http://www.storewars.org 

Today morning stella sent me a mail. Yeap… hahaha… everyone knows my baby love star wars. Hemmm so she sended me this funny site about star wars.

Hemm…. I won’t consider it as a spoiler… rather a very interesting site. Hahaha…. it’s call store wars. Its funny how R2D2 is now R2tofu… Hans Solo is Hams Solo… Chewbacca is now Chewbrocolli… hahaha… the story is interesting and funny in a way! Way to go man! May the farm be with you

I am so tired. When will my baby finish the show leh?

I love toys . hehehe… but pity me… I really have no money to waste on em. They are often nice and pricy! It’s not fair… I always see my baby buy his star wars toys.. but they are not as expensive as what I like. My mini toys are like his 12-inch star wars toys. How can!!! How can!! 

Look at this Tall Chika Grape Edition toy! Sob sob… It’s almost double the prize of my baby’s toys!

Why does the god always treat me this way! Sigh…

Baby’s gonna watch Star Wars Episode III tonight with sweej and alex. I can’t go . I have to stay back and work. Sigh… Money doesn’t come easy. Hell yeah! If only I have loads of money and dun need to work! Hahaha…. shopping spree……

p/s - yeah… I made lots of changes to my blog this month~ from comment box to cute emoticons. I love my blog~

I always wonder how come I don’t dream that much. And when I do… it’s never any sweet dreams. It’s always those freaky ones. Scary and somehow weird. I mean… people asked me what I dream of.. and most of the time I don’t dream. I think I am odd one out.. so yeah… I am to find out what are dreams. 

“Dreams are a communication of body, mind and spirit in a symbolic communicative environmental state of being. Different states of consciousness (like awake, asleep, alert, drowsy, excited, bored, concentrating or daydreaming) cause different brain wave activity. Our conscious mind, or the part we think with, our “window” into life, only takes up a very small portion of our brain activity. (some say this is only 10%) Other areas control things like breathing, heartbeat, converting light to vision, sound to hearing, balance when we walk, etc. etc. This too has it’s own percentage (small). Another area controls imagination. This area is widely an undiscovered frontier. Imagination is more then dreaming of a new car or picturing someone with their cloths off! When you look at clouds and see shapes, or wood grain and see images, this is the “order from chaos” part of your imagination. The mind cannot deal with chaos very well, in fact it will resist it and sometimes manufacture order. (very important to the dreaming process.)This too occupies a small percentage of brian activity. Then there is memory. Memory is vast! And I believe it occupies more of the brains resources then most people believe.” - source from http://www.sleeps.com

Hahaha… wow… there is even this dream analysis… Dunno how far true.. but well… I always dream of death…. but according to the section it means changes. You guys should check it out the Dream Analysis!

I finally finish playing this game. Yeah… after like months and months and months. Yeah it’s fun… and funny! hahaha… Yeap… the words being used is funny~ hehehe… It is a cute ninja. Nice game… kinda though in a way. But yeah….. at least I enjoyed it. Lets see what I’m gonna play next. Sigh… so more boring weekends until I get a new game. 

I-Ninja official site: http://www.ininjagame.com

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It was some boring weekend for me. Oh yeah… I had enough sleep on saturday… hahaha.. yeap… I woke up at about 2 something… hahaha… hey~ can’t help it… i slept around 4 ++. Hehehe…. I woke up… watch some TV. Oh yeah.. nothing new… 8TV is still showing The Apprentice 2: Final. Hemmm yeap I think I had watch that like 2 - 3 times… hemmm… and yeah yeah yeah… I know Kelly won. It’s good for him.. I mean I use to think how come the guys kept dominating the game.. But then when I surf the web… hemmm this season’s final 2.. are both GIRLS! Yes… finally and I tot bren will win

Then there is nothing on TV except Tamil shows… so yeah.. bored…. yak yak yak and I dunno what they are talking about. Played some games… then take a nice bath and watch the 8TV chinese show. Yeah… watched it before but… since there is nothing to do… so I don’t mind rewatching :D. It’s stephen chow’s early days show. Hahaha.. yeap… back in 1990 wow… 15 years. I can’t believe it! Got bored and decided to watch movies.