Was it yesterday or today?
It feels like time has gotten away from me, and it’s all starting to blur together.
I’m not in the mood, probably because I didn’t get any sleep last night.
Maybe it was the rain—it kept starting and stopping all night long.
Now I feel completely exhausted, almost like my brain has shut down.
I can’t sleep, I can’t smile, I can’t laugh.
Most nights I just end up staring at that empty playground across from my place.
Honestly, it’s been ages. Like 7 months, maybe?
Out of nowhere, I get the urge to head over to the playground, sit on a swing, and just feel the breeze for a bit.
How long have I been here, staring at the empty playground and swing?
It’s so quiet tonight.
Just my breath and the sound of rain.
I’m wondering if I can just fall asleep now.
I’m really tired, or maybe not.
I hoped that watching something funny would make me laugh a lot and help me get sleepy, but it doesn’t seem to be working.
I haven’t cracked a smile, and my eyes still aren’t closing at all.
And surprisingly, it rained again.
Hate it when it rains so much.
Stop! Rain, rain, go away.
Tomorrow will be a new day.