Ah…. I finally have the chance to scribble a little bit here and there. Life hasn’t been excatly the best of what I hope and thought it would be. As many would have know by now, I have actually changed my job.
Yes, it’s a pretty big and sad thing for me to actually leave colleagues so close to me. I could still recall the day I step out from the office and say bye. It really kick in to me. I never know bye felt so pain. I don’t know… it normally doesn’t feel a thing to me when I actually say that… but this time it is just so different.
Then again, there are dreams in life which I would have to make it come true, hence there are things and stuffs I would have to leave behind. Which was really bad. Well, call me greedy but I really wish if only I could have both. If only… who wouldn’t want the best of both worlds?
It hasn’t been exactly the greatest moments in my life right now. Yes, so I am actually not in those happy happy moments which I am usually at. I felt stressed and worst… somewhat disappointed in myself.
I hate that feeling but it seems like it’s coming back to haunt me down. I somewhat felt useless and stupid! Then again… WAKE UP MANDY!!!!! A brand new day is waiting for you…