A friend recently send me this song. Which I love and hate. I love it coz of the tune and the sexy Landy’s voice. I hate the truth of the song.
Probably recently everyone around me recently pester me with questions like “Do you have a boyfriend?”. When you reply “No, I don’t have a boyfriend.”
It continues with.. “Why you don’t have a boyfriend? You must be too picky or you have high expectations.” Which makes me wonder… if I have a boyfriend, does that mean I am not picky? Does that mean I don’t have high expectations?
Then it goes with “You are so pretty and hot, how can you not have a boyfriend?”. Which at times I wonder… what does that sentence mean. Probably is like what the song means..”I love you, I was refering to your looks and body.”
What is the point of falling for someone who just thinks you are pretty and hot? What is the point of falling for someone who doesn’t even know if he loves you for who you are? What is the point of falling for a guy who loves you coz everyone thinks you are great? What is the point of falling for a guy who goes after you because he make a bet with his friends to court you?
Will he be there for me? Will he walk with me? Will he make me smile like this forever? Will he ever understand? Will he wipe away all the pain that falls on me? Will he gather every piece of light and give it all to me?
At times, I just wonder why. People make such statements. Probably it’s a caring statement… but I listen to so much of it… it just annoys me.
Well, in case anyone is concerned.. you don’t have to email or message me and ask me what happen… why suddenly say such things. Seriously, I am fine. I just can’t take those concerned questions about why I am single anymore.
Anyway,translations of song in pinyin and english available.